there's no place like home.

This week is my spring break for my school and while everyone, or i'd say... about 90% of the campus is out having a blast in Panamal Beach City, Florida. And while they're out there relaxing on the beach, with their toes curled in the warm sand, sippin' on a margarita while getting a tan in the marvelous weather................... I'm here. In the small town of Fulton, Missouri. By myself. In this room the size of a jail cell. But am I complaining? (I don't know, am I? lol) A little bit, yeah. Lol.

I guess I shouldn't complain too much since I'm not entirely here by myself... right? Kitty is here with me, but she's in a sorority and her sorority house is across campus. We tried to make the best out of our break but doing little things. We had a movie night last nite with our good friend Morgan (lol) and baked choco-chip cookies with pizza :) So I guess you could say its not all that entirely bad. At least I get the lounge to myself, right? Lol.

But tonight? Tonight's just a different story. Everything just had to sink in as I was laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering what the hell to do. I starting thinking about how I was never bored like this at home because Pumpkin was always home with the babies and so I always had someone to play with. Then it hit me, and good ol' cry baby crystal took over me. I really miss home :(

Last semester, I was hit by the homesick truck almost every single night. It was horrible. I found myself almost crying randomly all the time but I just missed my family so much. Especially my daddy. This semester has been a lot better for me though, but better doesn't mean its entirely gone. I've learned to deal with the fact that I'm away, but nights like these is when you just have to let it out sometimes ya know? I know I did.

..So i'll just be here, wishing that the next month and a half will go by quick-

love you all & goodnight,

.xOxO.