my past, present and future.

It's Sunday. The beginning of THEE week, not A week.. THEE week. In less than 5 days, I will no longer be 'Nichole Lolohea'... it's so weird to think everything that's going on is actually happening and it's not just my imagination. I'm still trying to wrap my head around the fact that this week I'll be married and next week my husband and I will be starting our new lives in Arkansas.

In my last post (more than 3 but less than 5)... I sort've rushed into telling everyone about Rob and I getting married without thoroughly explaining myself. I apologize. I guess I was just so into saying it that I didn't really think about actually sitting down and make the blog worth reading. Lol. But maybe this will give everyone a better idea as to why/how I made my decision..

I met my mister when I was 14. But we never really actually started dating until I was 16 of course, but for the 2 years up until then it was more of a hardcore crush between us.... so we still count it. Lol. I remember everything that happened the day he asked me to be his "girlfriend" (lol). I remember the song that was playing in the background (How Deep is Your Love by the BeeGees), I remember exactly what he was wearing (faded blue shorts, a plain black tee and a white hat) and most importantly I remember how we were so shy we couldn't even look at each other and our "talking" sounded more like mumbling.. Lol. But we were kids... and I know we still are.. but I feel as though Rob and I have come a very long way since then. Trust, it wasn't easy not having him around for the 8 months I was in Missouri. But I couldn't be grateful enough for it happening, because it made us understand each other on a whole different level. It made me see something in him that I knew for a fact I couldn't let go of. Lots of people think that my reason for leaving school was to be with Rob. But I left because I wasn't happy there. Then realizing that the times when I WAS most happiest.... was with my family.. and Rob. I know everyone says this, but our relationship really is like a rollercoaster. With it's little ups, little downs, big ups and big downs.......... the kind of rollercoaster that never stops........... and right when you feel like its about to come to an end, it all of a sudden (unexpectedly) keeps going.... and instead of going around in the same boring circle.... it keeps moving forward.... with its little ups, little downs, big ups and big downs :) and even though you never know what will happen next or where it'll go, you'll know that whatever this mystery rollercoaster may bring, your one true love will be right next to you through it all.

5 years (and counting..)

and I wouldn't have had it any other way.

You know it's love when you understand each others past,

accept each others present,

and believe in one anothers future.

..and Rob does just that for me and vice versa.

He truly is.................. my past, present, and future :]

.xOxO.