can't sleep....

Hi.
I can't sleep :(
So that's why I'm on my phone...... blogging away.

For some odd reason I've been having bad dreams at night that really just keep me up. I told Robby about my dreams and we both agree that something is wrong with me. Lol. Not to mention he said to  me, "You're like the most strangest person I've ever met with the weirdest dreams.."

...I don't know? Am I? Lol. 
Robby is sleeping. Well........ he's always sleeping. Since school for him started he's been getting to come home earlier! [insert smiley face]..... I think I was more excited than he was cuz I made him pick out an outfit and fix his hair... Haha... But then he knocks out around 9ish [insert sad face]. He'll literally come home, flop himself on the bed and say, "So how was your day?"- then while I'm chattin' away excited to tell him how my day was, I'll look over and there he is.... dead asleep. Lol.But that's okay :)

Its been almost a month now since we've been married. Wow, I can't even tell ya how fast it feels that time just flew by... and not a day passes that I don't find myself loving him even more than I did before.
Even when he tells me I have a serious problem with spending money on my 'wants', yet he tells me we need a 42'' flat screen and a bob marley poster in our living room.. 
...or when I asked him to get us hand soap for the bathroom and he comes home with DISH soap... for dishes we DON'T have.
...or how his snoring almost sounds like a dying bear being chocked to death yet he swears up and down that I'm lying and he doesn't snore.
[Until I recorded him and played it for him when he came home that next day :p]
Haha okaaayyyy, I'm done now. Lol. But even with allll that, I still love him regardless. Flaws & ALL ;)
I absolutely love that every night before we go to bed we kneel down & pray together.... something I never usually did on my own before we got married. It gives me comfort. Especially in a time like this where we're still working on settling-in in a new town with new people. Im still working on making some  friends.... Lol.
 
I'm also still in the process of finding a job which hasn't exactly been easy. Robs advisors have also been helping me as well which has definitely helped me a lot.

[P.S- I hate that I'm so bad at interviews. I can never say the right things!]

Anyways, till then I've just been applying at wherever. Hoping something, ANYTHING, will come through.

Today my sister Pumpkin texted me and said they're having a bbq for my niece who's turning 2.... and I cried. The only thing that can ever weaken me to the bone is missing my family. I feel so lucky to have Rob here with me to keep me from breaking down like I did almost ALLLLL the time in Missouri. Rob knows, and I do admit that I am a big cry baby at times. I miss my family. Especially my parents and little bro's.

Just some things that were on my mind.... :)

.xOxO.