Holly Molly

So starting this blog, I figured I could either write you guys a reeeaaallly long blog or cut it short into sections of whats been going on in my life since my last post- I was thinking about doing a vlog.... but then again.. that would make me nervous and when I'm nervous I become reeallly awkward. No but for real. ANYWAYS.

Holy eff! I can't even believe how long it's been since my last post! I've literally been MIA from the blogging world since my laptop broke :( Sorry guys! I know you missed me! Lol. Mind you I'm in the library computer lab.. lol. Sooooo much has happened I don't even know where to begin! First off..

Elder Atiga

About 2 weeks ago (I think?), I went home for my brother-in-laws farewell(Muka). It was such a beautiful day and such an amazing talk that he gave in sacrament that I can't even explain it on here. Lol. The whole time he was talking though I think the only person I was thinking about was my husband, because he wasn't able to make it out for his brothers farewell :( Him and his brother are really close, and talking to my husband on the phone afterwards I could tell that he was really upset that he couldn't be there. I know he might've even cried a little, but just didn't tell me. Muka is going to be an amazing missionary! And I'm SO excited for him and his girlfriend Cassidi :)

Aside from that, spending time with my family and in-laws were nothing short of amazing. The days before coming home, I found myself angry all the time... I would even look for reasons to be mad even if it was something small. I don't know what was wrong with me so don't ask. Lol. I felt horrible cause I took it out on Rob. Not meaning to, I just was so mad at EVERYTHING! Lol. Looking back on it I really think that I was just in a bad mood because I hadn't seen my family and I didn't have friends yet, so i was literally by myself everyday. Lol. Crybaby status.. I know. Lol. But coming home was really all I needed to feel better :) The trip was short, but I loved it. Especially since I got to see my little nieces who will be moving to Australia in 2 months........ I think that might've been the last time I get to see them :(

Okay, I'm gonna stop now before I start crying in the computer lab. Lol.

Just know I loved my little trip back home :)

Babies?..

I'm still not pregnant guys... so quit asking. Lol. JK- but it's not like we haven't thought about it. Rob and I would absolutely LOOOOVE to have kids, but we just know that NOW wouldn't be the right time. Even though I love kids, I know that I myself isn't ready at all. I spoke to a friend of mine from church about it and she had told me that I'll know when i'm ready, I'll just feel it is what she had said. So, sorry guys.. who knows when i'll have that "ready feeling" haha. Maybe next year? Lol

Black Beauty

Our new car! Lol. We FINALLY gotta car... thanx to my in-laws :) and we love it. It's definitely taken a load off of our shoulders.. Rob and I decided to name it Black Beauty. Lol. But who knows, it could change tomorrow. Lol. We were so excited to have a car of our own that we went on an exploration.. lol. We wasted gas and drove around what seemed like all of Arkansas. I sent a picture of the truck to my dad with a text saying, "Our new truck! You like??"- and he texted back, "Holly Molly!"..... but I think he meant 'Holey Moley'. Lol.

Jobless..

Yep, still no job :( I was just telling my sister-in-law the other day that I've filled out what seems like 3541853873541 applications! Lol. No really though, I do. And I still haven't recieved a call back from anyone. It sucks not being able to help out. I know that Robs checks cover everything, but we always talk about how great it would be to have that extra money just in case. I just hate that feeling of not being productive, that "loser" feeling, ya know? Not that I blame Rob or anyone for making me come out here knowing that I'd have trouble finding a job but that's just how I've always been. Don't get me wrong though, I absolutely love it out here and I wouldn't change coming here for the world. Just wish I had a job. Lol. Speaking of, I just had an interview before coming here to the library.. and I'm feeling pretty good about it :) lol

Friends?

I've made some more! Lol. Aren't you guys proud of me?? Haha. That's all. Lol

Husband?

Well, I'm still madly in love with this guy. Lol. He's doing good! I'm so proud of him.. and I swear he's getting bigger by the day! Not over-exaggerating I promise. Lol. I'm so excited to see how these next few years are going to turn out between us. We've only been married for a little over 2 months and I'm not tired the married life yet. Lol. Everytime we're together it's literally like two little kids. Lol. He really does bring out the little girl in me and I LOVE IT! :) And no matter how evil I am to him, cuz I can be the biggest witch you've ever known (just ask him!), he STILL is the sweetest guy to me.

This is random, but just the other night we literally stayed up till 3 in the morning laughing- I don't even know what we were laughing about............... or do I? Lol. We have so many inside-jokes that I could write a full on novel full of 'em, with small print and like 2 million chapters! (Ok i'm exaggerating but you get the picture). I literally haven't seen Rob laugh that hard in my entire life! Now for me, I laugh at almost everything. Sometimes I'll even find myself laughing out of no where over something that happend like... 2 months ago?! Lol. But Rob, he laughs, maybe even giggles a little. But that night he was literally laughing so hard his eyes got watery and he had to hold his stomach because it was hurting so bad. Lol. I just thought that was the cutest thing ever.. ;) Lol. *sigh* I just felt like if you can be with someone for almost 6 years and STILL be able to have that kinda fun with them... what else is there to look forward to? :)

Wellp, my time is running out (No really, they have a time limit on these computers.. lol)- but I just wanted to leave a small update :) Hopefully i'll be able to keep up more now that I have a library card. Lol. Just so I won't have to try and cram all of it together in one post :/

Till next time.

XOXO

-nik